亲爱的弟弟:今天是圣诞节,姐姐记得我们一起度过的圣诞节屈指可数,想不到今天姐只能对着你的相片度过一个如此凄凉伤心的圣诞节.姐买了鲜花,水果,也给你的信箱发了卡片,姐多么希望你和姐一样能够感受这样一个节日.姐最近以来一直是精神恍惚,一会丢了钥匙,把自己反锁在家,保安带人来修门,结婚戒指和首饰却被人顺走了也不知道,一会在超市买了东西忘了付钱就走了,一会把钱包丢在了超市柜台上,一会烧菜烧糊了坏了锅.姐就这样精神恍惚活着,象作梦一样,今天姐恍惚的走在大街上,忽然忆起那一年你摔伤了腿,因为姐回国想逛街,弟儿柱着拐杖陪着姐艰难的在大街上走着,你那样乐观的笑着,脸上倘着汗,姐问你有没有问题,你擦着汗说一点问题都没有,当我们走进银行去取钱,工作人员非常同情热情地接待了我们.今天姐问到最后见到你的朋友一些事情,说到小区的保安和周围人的冷漠,那些人说的话做的事,让姐从教堂回来之后哭了好几个小时几乎哭倒了.姐记得姐要回美国的时候,雇了人来提箱子,你却执意把最重的提了下去,姐当时心里就很不舒服,回到美国心里一直不舒服很心痛,对朋友P讲起,她说弟给姐提箱子是应该的,可是她哪里能理解一个姐姐对弟弟的心疼,你的腿是受过伤的绝不能提重物,可是弟弟就是这么不懂得照顾和爱惜自己,让姐姐的心都碎了一地.........朋友来家你总是害怕姐姐招待不周,总是热情相邀说下次你来做菜,姐姐总是厉声批评你做不好饭,弟弟你可知道姐对你的心疼,姐姐不愿意你去侍侯任何人,姐姐经常下厨烟熏火燎也就罢了.今晚姐去了教堂，人山人海，还有许多警察，想不到国内还有这么多人去教堂，姐姐去教堂是想去问上帝问神，如果神真的存在，为何这么不公平，为何如此残忍对待一个这样无比老实善良真诚的孩子？？？究竟天理何在？弟弟，姐姐希望你在天堂在上帝的保护下非常快乐和开心简简单单，没有人世间的纷繁复杂，让你无法应付，终有一天姐姐会到天堂来找你的，永远爱你的姐姐！
(Starry Starry Night) Starry starry night,
Paint your palette blue and gray.Look out on a summer\'s day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills. Sketch the trees and the daffodils.
Catch the breeze and the winter chills.
In colors on the snowy linen land Now I understand
What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity.
How you tried to set them free  
They would not listen they did not know how Perhaps they\'ll listen now
Starry starry night
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent\'s eyes of china blue
Colors changing hue  Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the artist\'s loving hand
Now I understand  What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They would not listen they did not know how
Perhaps they\'ll listen now
For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside  On that starry starry night
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you,my little brother　　
This world was never meant for one
As beautiful as you。像你这样美好的灵魂， 　　
Starry,starry night  　　Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heads on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world ， 　　And can't forget
Like the strangers that you've met
The ragged men in ragged clothes
The silver thorn of bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken ， 　　On the virgin snow
Now I think I know 　　What you tried to say to me
How you suffered for your sanity
How you tried to set them free
They will not listen 　They're not listening still
Perhaps,they never will 也许，永远。